I feel terribly guilty..

I didnt go to work today. Actually nothing much happened to me, but to my love, Idris Naquiyuddin. Last night, he felt down from bed, while he is fancily watching Madagascar. Maybe he is too much excited for 'I Like To Move It.. Move It' song kots. It happened in a glance, while her mother was preparing him a milk.

As a result, gigi dia bergoyang dan bibir dia swollen teruk. I bring him to Ampang Puteri immediately. After the hospital kept us waiting for one hour and half, the doctor said, it just a light bleeding, and thanks God.. the teeth wasnt broken though. But, the upper lip still swollen until today. He seems so uncomfortable with the situation, but managed to control his hands for not to hit the lips and the cheeck section.

As a mother, I feel terribly guilty. For all my life, I never experienced this kind of feeling.. I feel bad for not looking after him, even in a while.. even in a glance. I never witnessed him screamed crying out loud like last night. My heart crying, too. How I wish, I've been given a chance to replace him on that time.

Today, I'll bring him again to Ampang Puteri for further check-up, and that's the reason why I didnt came to office today. He is my main priority in life now, I rather do anything to assure his safety and happiness.

God, please.. forgive me.


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